A Sweet Goodbye

To wake up from a dream and feel happy that my son who passed away in October of 2016 came to me in a dream. He looked wonderful in a bluish-black turtle neck sweater. (Something he would never have worn!) His smile and his eyes made me think, what a handsome young man!  In my dream I was picking him up from a court date in Adams County and he was happy because the case had been dismissed. I could hear beautiful music that filled my heart with joy. He started to walk away and I yelled,  "I'll wait for you." I waited while listening to the beautiful music but he never came back and that made me sad. I knew in my heart he was gone forever.

When I woke up I tried to figure why I had such a dream. What was the court date? The beautiful  music that made me feel happy and full of joy. Why did he not return so I could take him home?

Here is my interpretation: Court date may have been purgatory and when it was dismissed it meant he was now going to heaven (beautiful music). Now that he had done his time in purgatory (court) he came to say goodbye to me so I could see his face once again. He walked away leaving me listening to heavenly music as I waited for him to return. A sweet good bye from my son because I know he is never coming back to be with me here on earth.

Remembering the good times!